Panchi pov

After studying for a prolonged time sitting in living room I tilted my head to the small wall clock it read 9:30pm. Due to continuous studying without taking any naps in between I felt my whole body sour and freezed. I am the kind of person who doesn't even care my surroundings once I sit to study even if it earthquakes. Giving a little stretch to my arms I got up hastily and decided to take a little walk out in the warranda of my house which is surrounded by trees and flowers just like mini garden. I love keeping myself near the nature. After my nani I find solace in nature itself.

"Are oh panchi nani aai gava ka? Ek blouse embroidery deni thi." Kamla aunty our neighbour asked walking towards me. Our whole village brings embroidery and blouse work to my nani itself as she is an expert in those. I also started learning these from her but right now my studies are my top priority.

" Nahi aunty abhi Ghar nai aai nani. Bas abhi aati hi hongi. Ap andar aake batiye tab tak aa jayengi." I politely requested her to come inside.

"Are nahi nahi bitiya. Baitne bitane ka samay nahi ek Saadi ka karyakram hai mujhe kuch tayyariya karni hai. Tum ek kaam kar bas e blouse nani ko dede maine pehle hi batiya diya tha taai se ki ka ka kaam karna hai isme. Acha main chalti hoon." Saying she handovered me a packet in which I guess blouse was there. With that she left hurrily.

Glancing at the packet for once I went inside and placed it on sewing machine table where my nani works on blouses and made herself a small temperory boutique there.

I again glanced at wall clock and it was the time when my nani must be coming. She went to market to buy some embroidery things for the blouses which she is working on with. As we live in village there are only some shops available to buy our necessary items. For out of the box materials we really need to catch bus and go to nearby town or city. But nonetheless I enjoy being in village. Without any pollution without any people interaction I love to be here...

I already made dinner rice and chawal and impatiently waiter for nani to come. Being with nani I almost learnt all the dishes which I am interested in learning. She has a magic in her hands with worderful cooking skills she owns. And I too like cooking it is one of my hobbies as well.

" Nani aur kitna vakt lagega apko aane mein. Jaldi aao na" I muttered to myself feeling bored.

"Pari bulayi aur nanu haazir" there came a cracked yet sweet voice which is of my nani.

"Naniiiii...." I excitedly got up and went to embrace her. She hugged me before keeping her handfull of packets on the side floor.

" Nani itni der kyu ho gaya .. bus nahi mili kya aur vo kamla aunty ek blouse deke gai. Kaha ki jaldi chahiye apko bolne ke liye bolke gai. " I said in go and went to kitchen to bring a glass of water.

"Acha..." She said taking glass of water. And gulped all of it.

"Hmm...aur jaldi chalo nani bohot bhook lagi hai pehle khana khaate hai chuhe khood rahe hai pet me ." I said dramatically clutching my stomach to which she chuckled

" Chal pari ki pet pooja karte hai" saying that she took me inside. And we both had dinner at peace. Our family is this much itself and we find peace in eachother only. I was just 5 when I was abandoned by my parents after they met with bus accident in which almost 20 members died and several got injured. Unfortunately my parents were also there in that bus itself and were dead on the spot my nani said. I really curse that day to my heart's content but nothing could be done as it was my bad fate. But my nani she never let me feel like I am abandoned ofcourse no one can fill parents place but she did it and that makes me feel respectful and loving towards her. I will do anything to make her happy and once I fulfill my dreams of becoming doctor I will make her live a life of queen as she is one.

After finishing dinner we both walked out in warranda for digestive walk which I make sure my nani does after having lunch and dinner as it's very good for health to secret digestive enzymes after having food. Being a science student and upon that having very keen interest in biology I can say that I am half doctor itself. I have knowledge of every disease present in my biology book and also it's mechanism and prevention. Even though I don't own any phone as we are a little short of money but book is my best frnd which provides information about health.

After an half an hour walk we got inside and I took charmat and made our bed in living rooms without an actual bed. We don't have any bedroom so we sleep in living room itself. Nani soon went to her embroidery work as she got to give that tomorrow itself and I headed myself to washroom and brushed my teeth and had my skincare routine which is all my Nani's handmade. That works really magic to my skin without any chemical mixture full of pure nature. The only reason for my skin glow . waiting for nani i did some revision and later we both soon drifted to sleep.

Ranvijay pov—

I shrieked woke up hearing my princess hurry cry. I just made her sleep after feeding her formula milk . But she again woke up afraid missing her mother's warmth. Its really heart quenching seeing her like this.

I hurriedly took her in my arms from her crib and placed her small crying frame on my shoulders and patted her gently singing some soothing lullaby. But she won't stop. Its really hard to handle her at night when her mother is the most person she needed. But I can't give her that—

A lone tear escaped my eyes and rolled down my cheeks thinking about her—

After she has gone I don't own any emotions at all except letting go of a single tear whenever my baby cries. She has got genes from her mother itself. Her deer black eyes, her sharp nose, cute lips and straight little long hairs just like my meera who had a very long hairs.

Nonetheless it's not the time to think about all that and grimace now my cute little nugget need me to embrace her to make her feel warmth and safe just like her mother's warmth and embrace. I continuously patted her back gently and holding her back neck delicately swung her up down as it makes babies cry stop . Being a doctor I can diagonise and treat all the diseases but she cries without having any problem which I don't even understand what she is feeling like. If it were to be treated externally I would make her calm within seconds but it's not something which I think it is, she yearns for her mother every second I can feel it in her every cry . But my little human is unaware that she is deprived of that love and warmth and for life long she has to deal with it. No one can give her that warmth her mother is dead...